First time I feel so emotionally connected to someone just by reading their blog. I cair-ed okay haha. Just goes to show how there is more to someone than meets the eye. Anyway, I can tell this yrs going to be rough, I just hope I wont mess up (like how I always do). Nailah says Im screwed :'(

You know I have bad judgement, I ALWAYS get the wrong signals from ppl. Now I dont know if you are worth all this effort cos all these yrs, you have never clearly showed me how you felt.

Anyway, I feel so sad cos you know how in Cedar, there is always something to do after sch, either lunch with Badi, shop/lepak with Farh and Melayu friends/study with 4S kids or even tuition with Rap yea but now I srly dont have a clue of what to do after sch, i dont even have tuition! Doesnt help that MJ is so ulu and that my closer friends are so farrrr away :'( (Ironic much?)

Why does this post sound so sad? Hahahahahahahahahahahah so not used to this.... Im not suppose to be pmsy now!! Haha I hope A and Z can settle their issues, its rly too soon to break....

Anyway, went over to Mard's yest to celebrate CNY with Azwyn and Mard's family, hehehe had a gd time cos her fam is rly warm and nice. Played Blackjack for the first time (Yesssss im a noob haha), my luck isnt that bad okay! Omg I got angpows too heh heh heh. I guess see you soon means FLB Mard!!! I rly hope so :D

I hope its bright and sunny tmr!!